nobody ever messages me unless i message them first and it really upsets me actually. all i need is someone to talk to every once and a while, or ask me how my day is?? im not trying to sound like an arrogant, self centered snob, but its so rare for someone to ask me how i am w/o me putting forth any effort..
i try to put forward so much positive energy and try n be there for others but whenever i need somebody to talk to nobody ever replies and im left laying in bed feeling shitty lmao. i wish things would change and that id learn to keep my feelings at bay.